i fucking hate how nervous people make me like i can’t even walk down the road without feeling judged and that is just ridiculous 

This feeling is my whole entire exsistence..

My main goal right now is to change the way that I view certain situations in the hopes that perhaps the situations I am viewing will change as well..

I am aware that certain things aren’t as horrible as I make them out to be, but applying this tends to be far easier in theory than in practice❤

(via emandhermiraculousadventures)

Here is a fairly recent photo of my progress :) It has taken me a while but as of now I weigh a little under 130. I figured that I would post this photo here and on my progress blog for optimal motivation.

It has been quite a while since I’ve been active due to lack of motivation, but I am doing everything in my power to find that drive again.

My depression is currently trying to pull me into the depths of hell but I won’t let it, I won’t. I am in charge here❤

definingkennedy: your magic bullet post literally ruined my life do you know how many times 12 year old me would be up at like 2 in the morning and the only thing that would be on tv was that damn infomercial and it was so satisfying to watch tho it was like yaas blend that b!tch

Oh my goodness, lol :’) Okay, it isn’t at all funny but it sort of is because I can identify profusely with your sentiments like you don’t even know..

I too had been waiting half my life for this moment and when I finally got that baby home and plugged in, it was thee most disappointing :/

I mean what a dud, I also watched this informercial religiously as a child. I cannot even tell you how many times I woke my mother up at like 3am in attempt to ask her for this magic blender (never a good idea by the way).

Anyway, I got this thing home and I was SEW ready for some 5 second smoothies just like in the commercial ! The Magic Blender strait up told me NOPE -_- It’s not as if it doesn’t work or anything, I mean after owning it for a while I now have the hang if it. You pretty much just have to shake the hell out of that thing for about 5 minutes in order to blend certain drinks, which is a great pre-workout I suppose O_o

Hopefully the nutri-bullet works far better, it is supposed to have more horse-power but you sure as heck won’t catch me trying it out :/

While we’re on the subject, does anyone have any suggestions as far as blenders they swear by ? Something close enough to Vitmax quality minus the Vitamix price of course.. Is the Ninja any good ?❤

Wow, so the magic bullet is a far less than satisfactory product. I mean it gets the job done for the most part, but I wouldn’t at all recommend anyone waste their time, energy, or money.

I probably already knew deep inside that this would be my experience but I suppose I had to see for myself :/ On to the next product, I guess❤